Do you ever just
feel sad?

I feel like I’m in this
perpetual state of
waiting.

Like I’m early for an appointment
but I don’t know when it’s for
or what it is.

There is so much heartbreak
and death
and pain
in this world.

It feels like an endless spiral
and I don’t know when it’ll stop.

I just want it to stop.
To end.

For the misery,
and the clouds
and the sickness
and the hate
to go the **** away.

Why is there so much hate in this world?
How can there be a God if there’s never any light?
Because I don’t see a light.

But I’m looking.

That is where I find my solace.
That I’m looking.