the leaves shushed each other on the day we met and although I was held together by a string which I did not acquire on my own I vowed to always listen and so I did sweet mother envoked a stillness within me of knowing all shall be well should I surrender knowing my rowing does very little to persuade such stubborn winds I release truthfully, I do not know if things will end well or if worlds should collide this time tomorrow but in both instances I have rid myself of a burden I have shouldered in vain so in good conscience, I am still for the first time in a long time perfectly still