i cannot make these words beautiful
because there is nothing uglier
than the pain i feel

i can turn off the tv
shut the computer
but that doesn't stop the thoughts
running around in my head

i lost a part of my childhood today
and a greater part of my faith
in everything

there is no peace
no time for rest
because
there is no justice

i didn't ask to be here
i demand a ******* refund
because this is utter *******