Hope filled my chest Like a giant helium balloon. Floated me around From day to day With a pointless smile On my innocent face. Hope for what was, And what was to come. Hope for the darkness beyond, Hope was what I relied on. And then I stepped out In the dark. And the balloon popped. Left me broken on the floor, My voice turned small, High pitched anxiety, Forever more. Two years. Two years. When, my friend, Will this end?