I am sinking into the broth of a wealthy mans soup she says that mental illness is scary but doesn't seem to care when i am being overtaken by chains pulling me away and you say that i am yours but spend more time with her everyday than we have in the three years ive known you and he stares into my eyes searching but drowns in encryption we are trying to pull ourselves from this pit but swimming through oil is making me break out and it is too hard to not give up or just look away from me