I’m finally here kneeling beside your grave
My finger tracing over your name on the marble stone.
It’s been a year I know, although, it seems more like five
Time has dragged so slowly it almost stood still…..
I loved you……
Why are these places so windy?
I still don't know why you did it, we could have talked things through
I would have listened honestly; I could have helped….
I want you to know above everything else
I loved you…….
You know I did; I could have told you more often I guess
I should have told you more often I know
But I need to believe that you knew….
I brought you some flowers but I have no vase, I’ll just lay them here.
I loved you…….