Learning new things is hard, You can only keep doing it once you are deep into it picking up a new hobby isn't something everyone can do easily it requires dedication, which i do not have anymore. I lost the will to learn new things sitting here with the things i already know, wondering "Would it even be worth to learn anything new" i don't know a lot, but it feels like enough, while it might not be. Why is it that my mind drifts off to weird places instead of learning something new?