What am I missing?

Why do I dream
about kissing
your **** face?

Out of sight,
front and center in the mind
somehow sideways wishing
I had a way to turn back time

What possibly connects us?

How can there be any way
to fill in the dusty cracks
that divided us?

You were my best friend
But what is there now?

What am I wanting?
How do I stop?