if nothing ever happens elsewhere or to an elsewhere - then perhaps a somehow and a here, and to a now - but by then it would have been all the more apparent that it had to be - not some anyhow or besides anywho - other than: some variation of a me: probably tilting - or patient with either a lunar smile or a lunar scythe - some odd project for the night commencing - commencing with a pocket full of stars and the index finger broken - or at least dangling like a rubric of raindrops perched by hanging on a washing line like that obvious similarity in image to: birds on a telephone line... it's still persistently winter, or rather: winter's persistence as in: winter is not desperate to hide in the wishes of man or those terrible pagn riddled songs of exasperated O with a choir of sighs... (at least) in winter all that is alive is probably not wriggling - or buzzing: all that is necessarily alive and aesthetically pleasing continues - while any bothersome itch of a floral perfume: or all that (i might have sympathy) breathing in and sneezing out airborne floral ******* puffs (no, not sugar dust)... well... that's also somehow "handy"... - because winter isn't but it should be celebrated more - as i just can't imagine the thick splodge of supposed brain working some miracles of thought and by extension language during the hot muck of sweat and luvvy-dubby incesance for: perhaps neu-und-erneut... that it will remain... an early sunset - a sun so vibrantly less yet at the same time more, that one may be inclined to contest a stare with it - and not be blinded or at least revelling in splotches and blotches of bloodied insignia - come 4pm overlooking a distant London skyline harvest of pitchforks and glaciers - a splinter right at the center of it like a cat's pupil - a whole lot of oranges, plums, mangoes, apples and other fruits c/ vegetables strutting - was a pear never the colour to mimic peacock - well... perhaps in the least via -ing... that much is certain... come winter and that ideal sunset... for if summer has a sunrise in its pocket... winter has... so much so, winter... however distant this tongue is from its uraltwurzel(n)... a many refreshing returns... to the same old pinch of cold... this sterilized air this freshness this zest! kommen winter: wann ich bin leben... that too: the hours of daylight become all the more, more precious... almost precariously "earned"; most certainly above all else... not needlessly of anything: esp. within the connotation of harvest... for what else is there to be harvested? the earth is finally breathing through its open pores of mud... such air... a teasing of suffocation... or in the least... i imagine: a crown made of amber.