Here I am, now, frozen- unchanging in the everlasting permanence of time lost and forever losing.

Here I am, now, bound unmoving by thoughts that line my chest with lead laden weights- that drown breaths into abyssal labours.

Here I am, now, caged within ethereal melancholy- dizzying in its familiarity yet aberrant in some cold and hateful way.


Here I am now, and here I