I'm sorry
really I am
this is all my fault

and I let you get caught up in it
and you don't understand
because I just can't explain

I liked you
I really did
but I didn't know what to do

Its never been like this
I don't know anything about you
and I thought I couldn't have you

I wish I could've just pushed away all my worries
just let them work themselves out
but things don't tend to work themselves out for me

and I got scared
and I still liked you
and it just got so confusing

so I did some stupid stuff
and said the wrong things
I let you get mad. practically chased you away

I just wish I could explain
so you didn't have to hate me
because I miss you

I miss how you made me feel
how you made me laugh like no one else has
how I wasn't thinking about anyone else when I was with you

but now that's all gone
and I can feel your eyes burn into me whenever your around
your words coming so few and only enough to get away from me

we're forced to hide in opposite corners of an empty room
because you don't want to see me
because seeing you kills me inside

and the whole time we're hiding
I want to look and see if you're still there
and all I want to do is apologize

but I don't know how
and what if you forgive me?
what if we start it all over again

and i ***** it all up again
I just can't keep hurting you
so I'm sorry... but you'll never know it