Heartbroken from my past, Tortured from this life. It seems like no matter what I try to do, I will never find happiness. I've looked everywhere to just find it, But it seems to never appear. And I found out why I never found it, Because it's not real. Happiness isn't real, This so called love isn't real, Nothing is ever real these days. I have been through so much, Cried so much, Loved so much, And none of them had happiness in the end. Life is so rough for me, Life ***** for me, Life is so ******* me.… I don't know why I'm telling you this, You will never understand.