I reached for my phone today Wanting to tell you everything about nothing Emptily expressing the deepest details of the ghost between us Gift me your crescent ear one moment longer A last call of slurred desperate expression Forgive me Drag me out of the bottle Beat the intoxicants of father from my blood Show me strength in separating the curves of blurred lines Spread the gospel of the broken glass ripping at my thoat Hoping to manufacture and disassemble yesterday Drowning never felt so everyday 2,920 days of stories fractured under tongue and cheek Placate my disgusting necessity for reassurance Crash the ******* plane already Zero gravity won't lift the weight boy The blackbox may hear your desperate pleas There will be no response 8 years of practicing crash landings I reached for my phone today How does nothing feel like everything