People like me, are not needed. Alone in a dark room, watering flowers on the window sill. Or is it important, while looking out the window, the rain reminds you to ****?
What we need are jobs, the same old jobs, labelled differently and act as their new jobs. What we need are holiday’s in Spain with beautiful women Or holiday's in Munich with misaligned boys. However, there is more love being alone with the second hand of the clock, slicing moments of established solitude.
We need more ambition, from ambitious men. That never dispel that our greatest moment in life is waking up at 8 am and returning home incomplete, endlessly.
We need systems that define your self worth with a picture of thumb or smiling faces that does not resemble your own. We need to be self severing and perpetuating.
What we can't have is fewer freckles, smiles or the colour red.
We need to replace our feelings, make more children to progress our mistakes What we need is every day to be the same but not to feel the same. Never to have been made cheapen, feel cheated or a rollover in a cold room. People like me, are not needed.
From: Sent: 27 December 2019 06:53 To: Dear team, I’m am mortified with the email sent on the 18/12/2019 you would never understand the. I have left my girlfriend and cancelled my holiday in January for my birthday that cost 167 pounds for three nights of accommodation and travel because of my circumstances. On Christmas day, I had for dinner, four crumpets with cheese. The family I owe money too but my eight-year nephew posted a DVD through my letterbox unknowing- but I have no television or DVD player. I will have to sell my phone I can't carry on this way. If there is not going to be active? I need to know, as there always a way out. With best wishes