perhaps 5 hidden drafts later - a little spectacle for public scrutiny is best... or: what one does when one hasn't read of the imagist movement much... since the cantos do not count as such i am no longer a young man who will easily adore, easily love, not that lying i ever could, diligently, in order to at least persuade myself as doing - not so easily -
still... it's winter and in winter i can demand anything of this tongue... once, in winter... in winter, once... that it is winter... a season of scents, a scented season - all that's cooked deserves to be eaten... inedible first drafts too... whatever it is, that's implied with "food for thought"... forbid - some god too - that there should be thought of food - the pauper's only thoughts are of fattied brain: fatted on p'oh p-p-p'oh and more oh-do-try...
the hungrier the more terrifying this comfort of coffee and cigarette becomes - it could last a day until the yapping of this gobshite stops! my: 3rd person, i-not-i, self-deprecating 'umour amour...
well... one does try... such sober verse from time to time: one can thus, accomplish so (quite enough) - and perhaps... munching on much, so...
all that winter is... endless scents... no flowers in sight, no dizzying plethora of fuckety-pollen-bulges... to the sevens winds the hermaphrodites... children of hermes and aphrodite: ol' muse ol' ****** of the goats and gods...