your foot caught in an invisible trap, wild wide glassy eyes, teeth gnashing, breathless howling, crushing distress.
i am powerless to release you from this unseen snare. it's there, for sure, it's real for you yet not within the influence of my hands.
you bite when i approach. you scoot away when i reach out. you scream when i look.
i see you, i recognize you any trapped animal would do the same, would act this way.
so i sit helpless. i can't go, i can't stay. i try to hold space and you try to escape it.
fear is contagious and i become as afraid of you as you are of me. i can no longer move, or speak, or look.
the only way through is to wait it out. the outcome unclear in this cloud of dust you kick up.
i try to wrap you up in my heart, sending it in waves from my mind's eye. surrounding your curled up body hoping to contain you. but that's just for me, imaginary efforts fading to nothing in your chaotic atmosphere.
and you're there, two feet away utterly alone and hopeless. i can't break in, you can't break out. us in pieces, particles in the air.
and when the dust settles we'll pretend like it never happened.