I just sit here Enjoying the worst day of my life Wishing my death could live Where do I want to live In the city or the mountains Just as long as I have love and I am very happy This is a choice A choice I can't make With my head Cause it stopped working when I pressed play Oh where is this voice To tell me what to do Oh, my life just seems so **** bare Since I left I am just too fragile for this Oh just as long as you are swimming there with me I just want to be happy