Don’t remind me that I’m not alone
It’s killing me knowing that if I left
It will hurt you badly my dear
It’s killing me slowly
Knowing you will not handle it my dear
Please hate me
Release me from this loving burden
Set me free from this life that I’m not able to live
Please stop
Stop trying to make me happy
Stop forcing me to pretend that you did
I can’t be
I’m not okay
You aren’t too
My heart aches for you
For your potential
I don’t know how I can thank you enough
I’m ashamed
For wanting to take my own life
I feel heavier every step I take
Knowing you would be the one
I break