I hate myself because
I hurt you
Every
Single
Day.
I make you
Angry and
Sad
When all you do is
Love me.

I hate myself because
I am worthless
In every sense of the word.
I bring nothing
To the table
But harsh words
And rash actions.

I hate myself because
I know
In the
Deepest
Depths of my soul
I am not good.
I am broken.
I am not whole.

I hate myself because
I can't express
My love for things.
I can't express my love
For the stars
For the crashing waves
For the kids
Playing on the playground
For you

I hate myself
Most of all
Because no matter how
Completely awful
I am to you
You love me.
And I can't make myself
Stop loving you too.