I stare at my mirror every day. Every ******* day. I smile into. I shout obscenities at it. I cry on my floor, desperate to avoid it. Every ******* day, I walk past it, tell myself to take a single, quick glance. One glance becomes an inquisition upon myself for all my flaws. One glance ruins my entire day, brings me to tears. My mirror hates me.
I stare into this woman every day. Every ******* day. I smile back at her. I take her complaints in stride. I search for her face when she hides, and listen to her cries beneath me. Every ******* day, she gives me a double-take, as if to find something new. The screams will always continue, And the tears will fall, despite my efforts of honesty. This woman hates me.