i was expecting: a bothersome sobering stiffness - in that: a tongue more rigid and less maniable - to the extreme of: no less rigid than rigidity itself implies -
but: this is it, die neu es - split second blues for some deviating pedantry et al.: how many definite articles are there in deutsche? herrman hier: das die der... den - pointing definitely at a distance using the complexity of a telescope: a horizon of the flattest of all possible flat: Flanders.
- lately, drinking became intolerable: an iron maiden no less, no more... that listening to music was... beside the sound of a crashing piano... ? the scratching of a fork and knife on a porcelain plate... a nail on a blackboard? believe me when i say: a thin glass of water and a wet index circling the edge - virulent humming of agitated atoms...
beside: i begin where i left off... from the cinema calender of the abstract heart... if there is sense to be made: ex-dada it is... it's not hard but it is still a cluster-**** of wording to have either the cabaret voltaire in the background while the trenches to the fore - or the reverse -
this neu and the perfect litany (ja, für jetzt): ernst... schlicht... nüchtern... to play on the antonyms: rasch! bissig! like an aporte for a dog...
neu ernst / alt blau...
because i guess that's the beauty of english and it's dish of the most succulent: sächsisch... how it can be woven into a "hiding something" sort of tartan - on that unconscious level: coming out of the trenches for a game of foos b'ah ah a'loon...
it's this cherry: and all around this sea of clotted cream: or rather: what came "borrowed" when mingling with the gingerbread men of a celtic persuasion - remains on a roman garrison - yadda yadda blues...
- no need to reread unless... reading it like one might read a ted berrigan sonnet, i.e. purgatory announces the grand festival the devil's water weeps on my reason the love policeman who ****** so quickly towards the bells of the white aorta dawn **** and ice go to bed under an amorous gaze rue st-jacques the pretty boys set off
and how we meet in the middle: large lamp stomachs ****** mary...
how else to reread a dadaist poem? write anew: cut enough tabloid press and find a top hat or simply settle for a bucket?
it's not like i haven't gone through the similarities... closest (of) kin... or however you want to look at it, i.e. "mutated"... take away the consonants... leave yourself five breaths... and have yourself a quasi-sputnik fun'oh... (e-i-e-e) towing along b, l & v while (a-u-e) is towing along g, l, b & n
it's hardly a trick or a question or a trick-question or some "reverse psychology" dynamic... a verb: nonetheless...
it is 10:06am and i am almost done... a coffee has been drank, a cigarette smoked and a mince pie ate: caffeine nicotine sugar... and the wintry snap! of morning air... nothing better to wake up... not even a shower... caffeine nicotine sugar and the wintry snap! of morning air... even i like the sound of that: hence... on repeat...
about 5 poems read and more importantly ślicznie, pięknie: prozaicznie... something prosaic... to balance the poetics... after all: i don't know which would give me more constipation and which indigestion - the digestive system aside: i'm implying... that fat sponge of spaghetti herr Brian Eez...
eine zunge zwei zunge drei zunge auster ohne ein schale auf a hölzernFußboden
one tongue two tongue three tongue oyster without a shell on a wooden floor!
vier? veer into fwench and... oh my... my my, my... 'nee bother... aye? that would ruin the most advantageous morning: and there's still all that prior to noon take on: in strife with calculated stride: most certainly with airy / spacious trousers...
the dust settles... alternatively: the sum of animation escapes, the soft pouches and livery of Eden slowly too... a shamelessness from peace... best not cremated: for the shadow entertaining bone.