Not to long ago an wise lady let me know that we are always one decision away from living a different life we were laughing over something that day I was responsible for styling her hair she said it was her 32nd anniversary she wanted to wear a crimson suit and black sensible shoes I carried on cutting styling and curling while she rummaged through a dusty pink velvet bag her make-up bag no doubt what does he do? she snorted nothing, I left him when i was 25 This is to being in dependant for the last 32 years iI am celebrating self growth I am celebrating inner peace I am celebrating happiness oh and my son will be here soon Brian, I think he is just about your age