Late in life insecurity .
Insomniac struggling with narcolepsy
I need nap .....
But ...idonwanta
Destiny is where
Ill find a
Higher caliber me.
I should go and see.......
But.......
Idonwanta
Some desires are
Infact child hood fantasies
I need to stop dreaming and face reality
But.........
Idonwanta
Settle down
Mature ......
Pay some taxes
Write a will .
Die..........
Im supposed to do these things .
Why...............
Maybe .......
Someday ...
Maybe
Right now
I....just .......
Dontwanta.....
Im just jazzed to be  here.
enjoying everything
Even the pain i feel..........
I love it because im alive and im feeling it!