Those who leave you
For whatever reason
Are actually doing you a favour
In the long run
I often think about that
Did it help you?
Did you achieve all that you wanted to?
Did you win the hearts of your loved ones again?
Did you get to forgiveness?
Promise to be good again
Follow the rules
Forsake your happiness for others
Learn how to smile
Through the pain
Build new dreams from the ashes of the old ones
Smile at the sun
Play in the rain
Welcome change
Vow to never live in the past again
Can it all be done because of will power and strength
Or is everything just a mirage
Do you go back to being being broken at night
Relive every nightware
Wake up to déjà vu
Wish that you have never met her
Curse scream and yell
Tell yourself that it’ll all be over soon
By ingesting the last pill
Snorting another line
Pulling the trigger
Tightening the noose
Cuz you know that is the only way you will ever see her again