I'm in bed because I feel so lost
Frozen with depression I need to defrost
Putting all my locations to ghost mode
Contemplation began to haunt me but I didn't know where to go
At this point nothing astonished me
I began to hate me
Some of my past relationships ridiculed my personality
Now I'm appalled to improve
But this depression paralyzed me and I couldn't move
Why am I 25 and still lonely
I barely trust a homie
Love is just inadequate
Surviving the cold is just a part of it
I guess fighting with fire and ice is still at war