and the whole body too, carried on each step arrives
in this place where being is...
i do not know.
what should i say it is?
i have been, i suppose, and felt over me pass:
rain snow love the touch of my wife the small sound of my daughter breathing the occasional drip of laughing alcohol and the warm warm warm folding of my heart into manifolds of hands over all things of being perhaps holding the wheel of a car (and how do you drive?) or the tepid root of a glass of wine or the shout passed immediately from my lips at some transgression of my son.
i think i feel something (is it the windcold or the hot jet of a faucet?)