He hit me when he said he wouldn’t, I won’t ever remember a time where his hands were once so gentle along my face that it made my heart beat so fast that I felt like I was going to cry from the overwhelming love I had held for him.

All I feel is pain inside, a rolling thunderstorm, an endless dark night in the seemingly endless ocean, I seen the anger flash in his eyes that once held nothing but love for me.

My heart aches so wildly that I feel like it’s going to explode from that feeling alone.

What did I do to deserve this?

I knew I had loved him more when I couldn’t dream of hurting him in the way he has hurt me and that was my downfall.