Never mattered what they say about me Just tell me why they were comfortable with you saying ****** up **** about me Does it make you happy? That you didn't stick up for me I maybe gullible sometimes but I will trust my gut feeling Especially when my chest starts rapidly beating Everyone's poor do to that reality check Living bills is expensive but thats something I pay with respect Always on the search for a change But my common cents are sporadically all over the place Looking all over the place to find 58 cents for a cup of Ramen to eat Now I'm under a roof finally able to sleep Don't agree with me when you've had it more safe I'm just on my own most of the time Slaving myself to make light But I'm stronger then I look and refuse to go down without a fight How was I a fallen angel when I'm comfortable alone I the dark, Doesn't make sense to me while success happens to others as I fall apart