I drew tonight For the first time in 6 months 13 days 5 hours and 22 minutes I rolled up my sleeves and got to work I thought I would feel bad For drawing after so long But I feel nothing Not one flicker of emotion Even as the red ink stained my canvas It was liberating if anything To draw finally after months of wanting to but being too afraid It has now been 17 minutes and 38 seconds Since I last drew