My heart can’t take it - I can feel it burst I’m struck by lightning and everything’s dark I’m stuck and I’m lost and I’m drowning I’m hand tied at the bottom and I can’t get up The sound of people around me is making my heart erupt I said I’m stuck And I’m saying it hurts So when people talks I just wish they would shut up I’ve shut down There’s nothing left of me
The life that I’m living is no longer mine I’ve given my all for too many times Instead of feeling good I wanna commit a crime Or maybe it’s not a crime if it’s your own soul you want to end? Maybe I’ll be pardoned as there’s nothing left to mend I’ve bent over backwards, I’m all twisted out Not even my own voice can help me to shout
I’m drained and I’m empty
This life is not mine
Phoebe says it best
”Not mine, not mine, not mine And even if I was happy, okay and skipping, I’d hear Not not mine, not not mine, not not mine”