I regret to inform that I am sad. I'm sad because I keep getting pushed away. I don't want to be left isolated. I keep doing my best to help, to support, but in the end no one ever stays. I'm always alone it seems. Even if the room around me is crowded. I stay friends with those who hurt me, because even then, I still don't want them to leave. So yea, I'm sad. Because, both those who make me hurt and those genuinely care for me leave.