she isn't the easiest girl to love.
She has this bad habit
of overthinking,
she tends to overreact
more than she should
and
she gets a little insecure
every once in a while.
She'll be needy for your attention,
she'll want to literally
take up all of your time,
and she'll require
a lot of reassurance.
If anything,
she is everything
you wouldn't
want in a girlfriend.
She isn't capable
of fully trusting you,
she doesn't know
when to stop
fighting with you
even if she's wrong,
and she has no
problem pushing
you away
if she feels like you're
close to hurt her.
Loving her will
stress you out,
loving her will
make you angry,
loving her will
break your heart at times,
loving her will test you,
loving her will challenge you,
and loving her
will change you.
It may get so
demanding that you'll
be tempted to walk away,
it may get so hard
that you'll think
about giving up,
and it may get so
complicated that you won't
want to deal
with her anymore.
Loving her means
you get to see her
at her worst and most
vulnerable and that is
something that you'll
have be strong enough
to handle because
she needs someone
who's patient
enough to understand
why she is who she is today.
It's not gonna be
an easy relationship with her.
But if she is in love with you,
then she can promise
that you'll be loved
with such passion
and intensity that
you'll forget what life
felt like before she
came along because
she'll always be there
to put your heart
back together after
breaking it.
Maybe she's not the
best at being loved,
but she's pretty
amazing at loving.