That kind of feeling
When you wanted to write something
It is so great in your mind
But end up staring at a blank page. 


That kind of feeling
Being so hungry
Yet you can't keep food in your stomach
Just the thought of food makes you want to throw up.


That feeling when your eyes get so heavy
But you still can't sleep
With your mind being so active.


That kind of feeling
When they laugh at a joke  
You know it is funny but you can't even smile. 


That kind of feeling
When you know something is wrong but you pretend to be okay.

That kind of feeling that you've been hurting for so long now you feel numb. 
That kind of feeling of giving up