i am most alive during the summer. i crawl through arteries filled with stars waiting to explode. my upper lip tastes like sweet salt and the sun will never stop kissing me. i am most ravenous during the summer. i wear shorter shorts, touching myself, touching him until i cannot find the difference between our galaxies. i am most insane during the summer. i run with nothing but my scarcity, my self-consciousness, i flip through lakes algae blooming and throbbing. i am most me during the summer. i find beauty within the melodies of my peers. i dance through blades with bare toes and tangled hair. summer is never forever, but tonight it will be.