Sweep the dust up off the floor pull all the snacks from the cupboard. Close the closets, lock the doors cause no one lives here anymore.
Board up the windows when you go, lay your stuff down on the ground, pour kerosene on all of your things and light up the whole ******* town.
Take the pills and go to sleep, close your eyes and let it be as the flames come rushing in to burn from without like you were from within.
If they ever find your corpse or the ashes that float away, donβt worry about a death note cause they donβt deserve to read your last gasp gasoline pink and pained poetic words.