Blue and yellow irises I wish flowers grew out my fingertips And that's why I write poetry So they almost do Living not day to day But daydream to daydream A laugh that echoes for miles So much so it's embarrassing A secret sadness buried That surfaced only at eighteen But I'm turning weakness into wonder Floating upward instead of sinking below Crazy hair and freckled skin And a soul that feels too hard Always loud and headstrong Feeling invisible angel wings of spirituality Because there's always Something Greater Hungry for loving and living and everything I want to ride an elephant And see these words printed in a book And fall in love again And if I can't make the whole world beautiful, I will make my own.