i think i've figured something out and i never wanted to know it i
dont know what im thinking anymore
but i hope you werent a liar and that i
wasnt just a player in some stupid little game

i trusted you too easy i think and
i think my mind has gone into overdrive
doctor whats up with the meds
everyone says its just for the money
i don't want to be a manipulated little pawn
lead on
in the back seat, in your bedroom, in your bank account
i don't know where my head's at

do you promise
well your promise ain't worth **** to me
i still hate myself enough not to believe you

stop leaving me trailing and maybe
i'll start breathing again
why did everyone scatter at once like
ripples in the ocean
running away from force

i'm sick of the screaming and the coughing and the empty eyes

mom and dad had the doctor sew our third eyes shut