In the end, it took us almost thirty hours to hitchhike from Utrecht. The raw night air of Dresden hung inside us; smarting where the autobahn had spat us out and left us brooding under concrete skies.
We'd stood apart, this close to surrender, when the silver cavalry arrived;
Mein baby ist der schönste kinderen! Jawohl! Jawohl! Der schönste kinderen!
Jakob with his one cassette. Once proud child begat another. On we raced. Gloria, backseat hiking sister, now slept against a pram.
The rolling streetlights crept up Jakob's shades like rockets, lauched into the sky.
Du weißt? I did not. I held the tiny photo of his child and watched the wild roadside. I willed the darkness stay outside. ****** built the autobahn. Gut für Panzer. Du weißt? We crossed into Poland, greeted by the broken lines of garden gnomes; tinker, tailor...
Stopping off for sausages - du magst? I did. The dawn smelt red above the hills. I lay my palms upon the dashboard, felt the purring engine breathe. I smuggled angst enough for all tomorrow's sorrows; I hid it in the narrowest of breeze.
In 1994 I was a foreign student and hitchhiked from Utrecht to Krakow with a flatmate. It wasn't that long after the wall had come down, really. There was one very long ride with a guy that spoke no English. It was quite an intense experience. The title is the one phrase my Polish friend taught me when we arrived - it means "f-ed up bus from Krakow" (sorry if this is offensive to any Poles reading!)