I can't sit still and let it go to waste .

Wish I knew what went through your head
When everything was said and done .

When I go back to him,
It breaks more and more

I ******* myself just to prove a point .

Now I have to weep and wallow .

Knowing you're sleeping with someone else
Every night .

But you don't care to even see, what the pain is that burdens me .