I'm so lonely
I'm so hungry
I keep wishing for someone to love me
But when they do
I make sure they have to prove
By sabotage and regret
From every step
We've made
I'm disappointed once again
In my love for god
And my deep rooted sins
I know I shouldn't let you in
But I will
Sabotage and pain
I know we have nothing to gain
But a need for need
I'm sure you won't succeed
Pessimism isn't I
I am real and do not lie
To myself or others
Would I throw my body in a river to catch you?
Yes I would drown before I watched you go
I can't stand the thought of goodbyes
Goodbye forever?
Or for an hour
Too many gone
Forever