There’s no scarcity of meaning with stage lights dimmed and hedonism cancelled, just absence of distraction.
Chase emotion to find purpose, scour for desire, feel the caustic scrub tearing away the guises you adopted to be adored push away the inclinations implanted by the attraction of normative function.
We’re little more than sentience in a skinsuit pick at the fruit that leaves you more than sated, chase feeling, on your own trajectory don’t compete with people you never saw at the starting line, who you’ll never see at the finish. You’ll only prove the point that we’ve disjointed until we’ve forgotten everything but passion is just decoration.