How am I supposed to write when I'm content? When my lungs are full, my heart beating rapidly to her rhythm. I can't claim I'm a victim of neglect, or a victim nevertheless. ***** earth turns desolate so I live where it's fertile and ain't got to worry about sacrosanct. If you didn't know me then you might think that I've closed myself off a bit, You might think that even if ya did. But honestly, I feel like Bowie retreating to the desert to hide away and let the whims of creativity take the reins without so much ******* interference. Anyway, I left a message on your machine, sorry you can't hear it. It said I was going for cigarettes and the rest is just history, So would you mind mailing these dear john letters to the ****** I've bred? How many little projects I got running around with legs of their own that I ain't even know? My inbox keeps filling and I'm barely here. Too many books to write, like literally, I'm backed up on a deadline and procrastinating in free-verse. I don't like to rehearse what I do, nor do I really outline or heavily plan. God exists in the unknown, so I do my best to let the unknown through and getting the **** out it's way. How many people you meet tuck away fifty books in less than two years, paycheck cashed and disappeared again? About time I get my name on some more of this ****, Either that or quit, And I ain't close to done yet. Success isn't a ladder you climb, it's a cycle. Innovate, Change, Succeed, Or get down on your ******* knees and gag of life's ****, You're choice.