Watching couples from A distance
Wondering if mine has an existence
Someone to hold hands with
I know it aches my heart
But I can see my worth slowly crumbling apart
I want someone to spend my holidays with
Family time with stories to share along with A kiss
No even worried about gifts
Hanging with each others parents and playing with kids
Holding hands on car rides
Sharing drinks & sticking by our sides
Is that to much to ask for?
The more I daydream the more I can't ignore
Will someone take me?
I hate begging, I'm impatient for love
I'm to be patient but why not start A new journey
I'm slowly burning, Discomfort has me learning
I'm watching couples from A distance
Began to think mine has no existence
Nothing but A harsh experience
Why am I smiling to wake up in A dark reality? Someone deserves this best part of me
I wasn't the greatest in my past
But tough love I've learned pretty fast
I believe I'm good to show my commitment
I've been told I'm A gentleman
Take it from me not them
They only noticed my flaws not the real story
Trust me I'm worth something no need to worry