everything reminds me of you
every freaking little thing
and I hate you,  I really do
but hatred is still an emotion, an invested emotion

even those fireworks
those ******* fireworks
not even the same ones
but now even fireworks are tainted

its like the vets with ptsd syndrome
boom, gun shot
boom, another crack in my heart
theres no healing after something like that

it brings me back and it reminds me of you
everything reminds me of you
and I hate it because I hate you

even fireworks have been tainted by you