Laying up at nights for hours. Missing out on beauty sleep. I keep on over thinking. Because I over love. And I over care. But all they ever did. Was break me. Every night my face. Becomes a pool of endless tears. Why am I so easy to love? I don't really know. If it's my heart. Or my mind to blame. It's all so confusing. I don't deserve this. Voices telling me. That I'm too weak. But I try my best. To ignore it. Slowly killing me inside. I want no more love. I feel it's Poison