I have always wanted to be something coveted. I have always wanted to be something lauded over. I have always wanted to be something praised. I have always wanted to be something that instilled awe. Wonder. Even Worship. I want you to crave me. To yearn for me. To love me and to hate me and to be simply unable to live without me.
And when it's done, to never be able to fill the hole I've left.