When you're not here my heart aches like someone is inside me twisting it.
You are the reason I want to wake everyday, the only reason I want to thank God for everyday.
Twisting and aching
on the verge of breaking.
It seems like it's almost apart
Then I see you..WOW still a beating heart.
From the first cry, to your first smile
The memories I'll keep, so much more than awhile.
If you only knew the joy you give this dad,
You make me want to love, cry, hold, and not even be mad.
That's all I have when you're not around
Coming out on whoever I see wherever there is a sound.
I say your name and instantly I feel some  joy,
and you make it possible my wonderful little boy.
There is not many things I am proud of  with this life of mine,
but I know God loves me, because he gave me you.. you're my sign.
If ever a Father loved his son
but time went like I had seen you none.
That would be 'me' waiting to hold you again
So my heart can beat and love I can feel deep within.
Always will I be here for you and always will I long for you
And always will my heart beat true for everything you do.
You and only you seems to brighten my day,
and you and only you makes this life worth the stay.
Find your dream and take control,
Find true happiness: when you do, you feel it in your soul..

Notes:

My son who is my world.