I cant say I'm smiling,
I cant say im happy,
I cant quite feel these butterflies,
Now that theres this pit,
All I needed was a word or two,
Something to make me feel right,
not blue.
But who new,
I could come and go for an hour if you wish,
A night a day a stay,
But in this one moment an hour is refused,
And I am left to feel so used,
I wait alot,
For time or words,
But just an hour,
Low isnt the low of it,
sad isnt the depths,
Alone in this moment,
That's not the best of it,
Alone because your request of it,
Make me feel like less of it,
Chest in pain I'll rest on it,
Stuck  in my throat I'll choke on it,
Expressed my self,
Like I'm the joke of it,
The words set aside,
As they flow into my mind,
But not in rhymes,
Hurting like I'm the punchline with no joke,
Enjoy your day,
I know I wont,
Made these plans for you,
all fell through,
Just because I opened up?!,
to much,
To soon,
My heart on my sleeve but I'll eat it,
I'm fine,
it just hurts,
I'll beat it,
Have a good night,
I mean it
I'll be out with the trash ,
you flipped in a dash,
But that's okay,
I've been alone for many days ,
in many ways,
Just didnt expect it from you,
Who knew.