I don’t think I’ve ever been so intrigued by a woman but so afraid to pursue.
How does one explain a drug that he has never taken?
An addiction that one has never experienced…

Sometimes I wish this feeling would be subdued…
But every time I’m around her I can feel her etching deepen
And withdraws are borderline deadly in her absence

My mind can’t escape her
Her smile
Her laugh
Her voice

And yet I want to resist
I can feel the fear wrap closely around me
Like a mother comforting a child from the rain

So I checked myself in
Though the doctors had no cure
Because there is no cure when you hearts yearns for love