your presence next to me
is simply a preview of heaven

but how can i make it to heaven when i let you tear me down?

not only you, but also my past as it creeps up my leg
making it hard to kick off the memory of the bad

i have sinned, by destroying myself and letting other's get the best of me

i let this happen, as i have changed

my walls have fallen and there's no where for me to go

my lover is not just comforting me, but is behind the trigger with all the others

but i thought you loved me?